Mumintal
1977-1993


Barbara's New Name
1973


Komet im Mumintal, 1972-78

In Germany Barbara had bought the children book “Komet im Mumintal” in German by Tove Janson. She read it and several sequels from the same series to her children, and soon they called her Mumintal or simply Mumin. The name has remained the endearment used by her children and young friends to this very day.


Rolf in the USSR
May 27 - August 12, 1977

In early 1975 I had applied for a fellowship to spend two months in Moscow at Prof. Basov's Laboratory under the auspices of the US-USSR Scientific Exchange Program. It had not been granted - but in 1976 the US Academy offered me the fellowship for 1977, there were no interested US takers.... This was my fourth time in Moscow - the previous visits had been brief to attend conferences. I wanted to see more of the USSR and submitted a carefully detailed itinerary: laboratories in Novosibirsk, Minsk, Kiev, Tbilisi, Tashkent, and Leningrad. When I arrived, Basov smiled: "When you come back, you will know our country better than I do. - But your wishes shall be granted." - I worked one month on a research project at his laboratory in Moscow and traveled five weeks - all expenses paid for by the Soviet Academy..... An unusual experience.

On my way back from the Moscow I met my parents in München and joined them on their vacation at the Seiser Alm above Bolzano. Mother was now 78 and Father 76. They had become very old, and I had to walk slowly with them on their daily outings - yet I had a good time and many intimate talks with my beloved mother.

Barbara's Six-Week Camping Trip with Susanne, Heike, and Cornelius
Summer 1977

During my long absence Mumintal took the children and Heike on a six-week camping trip to Oregon and Washington State, to Canada, through Wyoming, Glacier National Park, and Yellowstone. Heike flew home from Denver - the end of her year with us - and on the day before her departure Susanne's beloved Canon camera was stolen in Denver. She was inconsolable - with her camera vanished all the pictures she had taken on their trip.... She was enrolled in photography at the high school and doing excellent work. I bought her another, better Canon.

Barbara in Tübingen and Badenweiler
September 17 - November 1, 1977


Barbara and her father, Badenweiler October 1977

Quite suddenly Barbara's father had fallen very ill. Was it his end? Barbara immediately flew to Tübingen and spent three weeks taking care of him at a sanatorium in Badenweiler - a place that could have been culled from one of Thomas Mann's novels....

Will Rogers State Park
Winter 1977/78


The two dancers on a walk
in Will Rogers



Barbara was depressed that Winter but would not talk
about it. We were all affected and tried to rally
around her


Susanne in tears tries to console
her mother

During the following months Barbara, to balance herself, took up pottery classes at the Pottery Farm in Santa Monica, the same place where Susanne had potted in the previous 2 years, and Cornelius would go to next; the reason why we have so many hand-thrown pots in our house....

My Parents' Third Visit
Feb-March, 1978

On the initiative of my mother, my parents came a third time. Gerhard had adamantly refused to see them during his last year.



Barbara completely devoted herself to them especially to mother. It would become their happiest visit.

Klaus and Lilo - Barbara in Tübingen - Susanne Art Center
July 1978-February 1979

In July 1978 Klaus and Lilo Lattmann stayed with us for three weeks (no photos). Barbara took them on a 2-week tour of California.

Concerned about her old father Barbara flew to Tübingen at the end of November 1978 and stayed until January 1979. I shared the house work together with Susanne, who, having graduated from high school 'made money' at a record shop and later at an ice cream parlor in West LA. There are many stories from that time and the many camping trips. In February 1979 Susanne decided to apply at Art Center and was admitted on the basis of her portfolio. She bought an old Citroen car and rented an apartment with an “unrelated guy” in Pasadena.... (More stories).

Barbara Tour Escort
April 1979

Frustrated by her unsuccessful search for a publisher of her German translations of American novels, Barbara looked for another challenge. Some extra money would be fine, but it was not the major driving force, she wanted something to do for her head. She found an ad wanting German-speaking tour-escorts and in January 1979 took a blitz course offered by one tour operator. After three weeks they put her on a flight to San Francisco and let her do a city tour for 30 people there. She worked hard in the days before this test - and passed it to everyone's satisfaction - except her own: she had been too nervous....
We decided that local LA city tours would be highly inefficient: she would feel that she had to do her house work on top of her tour work. I urged her to take only out-of-town tours - which, of course, would take her away for two or three weeks. I would have to take care of myself, Cornelius, and occasionally of Susanne's emergencies. There was also the question of jealousy - surrounded by men as she would be. I put that consideration aside, we trusted each other.
After extensive preparation for all events she possibly could encounter (heart attacks, bus break-downs, etc), she took-off with a big bus and thirty-five “pax” on her first tour to Las Vegas and the Grand Canyon, 1-11 April 1979


Barbara Tour guide for thirty Gemüsebauern in San Francisco,
the “bodyguard” was the German leader of the group

This was a sea-change in our life, not because of her being away repeatedly from home – I had gotten used to that – but because she cut her hair short and later moved out of our communal bed. I am afraid I never forgave her the irretrievable cutting of her beautiful hair, and I still keep a rolled up blanket next to me at night.... It took years to get used to this new stage of our marriage.

The Great Fire
October 1979

Brush fires, hill slides, and earth quakes are an inseparable part of the Californian Paradise, but it had never been so close before. Thank God Barbara was home. The wind from the hill became fierce. With a roar like big jet engines the fire raced downhill.....



“Il Maestro” in better times


Cornelius and I climbed on our roof and tried to water it down. Ashes and glowing embers were raining on us. Susanne was paralyzed by fear. I sent her to load the tent, sleeping bags, and all our camping gear into the car and drive it into the dead end of Albright St. Barbara was in the kitchen cooking a transportable meal for us. Still no fire engines in sight.
The heat on the roof became unbearable. And then the shingles of the Barnaba's house below us caught fire. Together with Herb Crew, our other next-door neighbor we dragged a ladder to the Barnaba house. The fire had already burned a 6-foot hole into the shingles. While we doused the flames on their roof Barbara and Susanne evacuated the confusedly babbling Mrs Barnaba and her husband in his befuddled tails and hat. I had to call his reluctant son in law and shout at him to come and pick up the old couple. Barely had we pushed them into the son-in-law's car, the Maestro got out again and ran into the house to rescue his precious music. When he reappeared he carried a hastily collected bundle of sheet music and the plaster busts of Verdi and Beethoven....
And then fully unexpectedly the wind stopped dead. I remember vividly how I became aware of the crackling of the burning trees at the bottom of the canyon below. A complete calm settled on us. The danger had passed - in the very last minute..... We sat down to dinner. The fire crackled all night.

Barbara in Tübingen
December 9-23, 1979

Worried about her father's rapidly failing health Barbara flew to Tübingen again in December. It was to be her last visit with her beloved father. She found him in the Tropenheim in Tübingen. Father Lattmann's vital energies deteriorated quickly. He died on April 24, 1980. Barbara was not there. Barbara and Susanne visited Tübingen a year later


One of the last photos of father Lattmann, 1977


Susanne at his grave, 1982

Barbara, Rolf, and Cornelius in Georgia, Moscow, and Yerevan
Sept 24-Nov 22, 1980

In 1980 Merab Djibladze tried hard to persuade me to spend a year teaching with him at Tbilisi University. The Polish-Russian crisis was raging, besides l couldn't be away from my job for a year – last not least the salary Tbilisi could offer would not even cover our house payments. It was Cornelius who finally talked me into going for 2 months. He and Barbara were included in Merab's offer. We spent a week in Moscow before we flew to Tbilisi.


Barbara with Merab, Kakheti, 1980




Our 2 hotel rooms, Tbilisi Nov 1980
Barbara is hanging the laundry while Cornelius
is doing his Latin homework assignment


Barbara under the falling leaves

Merab drove us tirelessly all over Georgia – the many photos you find here and a few more here. Before returning to Moscow and home we spent a few days in Yerevan/Armenia. This was the time Cornelius saw Mt. Ararat in the clouds on the horizon, where to he drove with his family just now, August 2013....

Tamriko and Jeffrey
December 1980


Tamriko psyching Geoffrey, Christmas 1980

Merab had begged us to take care of newly married Tamriko and Jeffrey, she Georgian, he a Dadiani grandson from Toronto, who were studying at UCLA (Art History and Anthropology). They soon adopted us. A wonderful diversion for me, and a delicate new obligation for Barbara mediating their frequent marital discords and Tamriko's unhappiness. They rented an apartment. We saw them often. After many emotional up and downs they moved to Toronto in 1982, where Tamriko started a PhD in philosophy and Jeffrey sold computers to Russia. Eventually their marriage fell apart. After Tamriko finished her thesis on Kant, she had an emotional collapse. Her mother took her back to Tbilisi, where she now has a professorship at the University. Jeffrey gave Tamriko his house in Toronto and married a rich Russian jewelery designer. - All of this happened within our purview by email and Tamri's repeated visits.

Mammoth Skiing, John Wood and Susanne's Graduation from Art Center 1981

Robert, Illa, Christopher, Barbara, Marc,
Cornelius and a school friend at breakfast in Coffey's Cabin, April/March 1981


John Wood, 1981


Susanne's Graduation from Art Center
June 1981, John took the picture

As most every year we went skiing with some of our friends in Mammoth in early March 1981. - Susanne had fallen in love with John Wood, a photography student at Art Center. John had patiently waited out all her previous suitors. One morning at Mammoth, there was a bang on our window. I discovered a laughing Susanne below, who had thrown the snowball. She had stayed in Pasadena and borrowed the BMW to spend a weekend with us. In her tow was John!
All day John said hardly a word. Suschen did all the talking: John does, John says, John means... until I shut her up. Allow him to talk for himself! At night, after a long discussion between the two, he went out to the car and returned with a guitar. I had made a big fire in the fireplace and John sung the whole evening - love songs, some of his own making. Soon the entire crowd lay open-mouthed on the sofa and the floor listening transported to his music. - This was how we met John for the first time.
In June 1981 they both graduated from Art Center, went on a trip to Europe, and came back engaged.... Barbara was on tour at the time.

Both my Parents Die
March-May 1981

In 1978 my father had lost his hearing in both ears. We communicated with him by writing notes on snippets of paper. Even our visits did not animate him any longer like in the past.


Udo and Dieter's last visit, Gelnhausen 1979


Brigitte, Mother, Barbara, Mar.25, 1981


The Hammer-Gross Grave, 1999

On March 20, 1981 my Father died in a hospital in Bad Orb, restless and despaired with himself. Barbara and I flew to Gelnhausen for his burial, March 25, where we met Brigitte, Udo, and Onkel Gerhard. We buried him in the cemetery at the end of the Alte Leipziger Strasse, in the grave in which Grandmother Hammer and Tante Gretel Laffert were already buried.

Mother was relieved and almost cheerful. Father had been a difficult burden. We made plans for her to visit us in California. At the end of March Mother collapsed from an aneurism in the basement of their house trying to get Schlagsahne to welcome Käthe Schmidt's arrival. Unconscious, a neighbor took her to the hospital. She never woke again in the two weeks she stayed there. Christine flew in from Hong Kong but arrived too late. Mother died on 9 May, 1981.

Trip to the Indian Country
5-21 August, 1981

It was Mumintal's idea to invite Lorentz and Carola Graef, the children of her cousin Karla in Tübingen, and Johannes, the son of her friend Anne Unger in Lucklum. Barbara borrowed an old Volkswagen bus from the mother of Cornelius' girl friend and took the three children, Cornelius, and me on a camping trip through the Indian Country. Susanne had to remain at Art Center in Pasadena.


Lunch in Utah


On the way to the Havasupai Indians


An exhausted Mumintal at the North Rim

It became a difficult trip, the Graef children were obstinately independent and resented the discipline I tried to impose. Johannes was love- and home-sick, and all three were bored by the large landscape. Barbara and I had several arguments about how to handle the borrowed children, but the weather was glorious.

Susanne and John's Wedding
Wayfarer's Chapel, Palos Verdes
March 19, 1982


Richard and Dolores Wood, John and Susanne, and Barbara and Rolf for once in an elegant suit!


One day they packed John's two hot-rods and left for Denver, Colorado. We missed her very badly.

Germany and Greece
Summer 1982

We needed a rest. Cornelius and Barbara flew to Germany to attend Anne Unger's Silver anniversary in Lucklum, after which Cornelius went on a bicycle tour with Johannes, and Barbara and I flew to Crete to meet there with Norm Cohen. We rented a car in Herakleion and visited Knossos, the Akrotiri excavations on Thira and several other Minoan sites. Norm had to return, and we attempted to hike along the Cretan south coast. The sirocco from Africa was blowing so hot, that we had to abandon this hike. We fled to Amorgos and later to Sounion, where it was cooler.


Sounion


Knossos all in the same dress she had sewn


Amorgos, 1982



On the last day we went to Kaiseriani, where I took this beloved picture of her.

Cornelius' High School Graduation
June 17, 1983



Mumin and Cornelius at a swim meet


Cornelius' Graduation



Barbara at his graduation

Cornelius in Berkeley
September 1983-1988


Cornelius in his dormitory room at Berkeley 1983/84

Cornelius had been admitted to Berkeley. Berkeley turned out to be just right for him: cosmopolitan, chaotic, and high quality professors. I told him to interview the professors before taking their classes. In time he found some excellent instructors in some unnoticed subjects: a young archeologist woman teaching a passionate course on the "Stones of Athens", Western History taught by 3 superb specialists, and finally in 1987 Chinese, to satisfy his fascination with difficult languages. As his major he stuck with biophysics, doing an experimental undergraduate research thesis on the detection of Sichel-Cell Anemia using a laser in 1988.

Rolf in China
November 1983

Following a conference in Guangzhou and a series of lectures in Beijing in November 1983 I tramped for 5 weeks all over Western China entirely by myself. When I returned Cornelius had moved to Berkeley.....

Barbara on Tour, in Denver and Germany
Rolf in Novosebirsk
Oct 1983-July 1984

Between October 83 and March 84 Barbara conducted 5 tours, each 2 weeks long. In the interim several people visited for extended periods: Barbara Gabler, Heike Rönitz, Cornelia Fröhlich, Cornelius several times, and Irmchen Gernand - whom we took to Mammoth skiing in mid March - A wonderful time for me: The two of us would go on long cross-country tours, while the others skied downhill.

From March 28 to April 8, 1984 Barbara flew to Denver to visit Susanne and John, and from May 19 to June 12 she attended the Lattmann Familientag in Goslar. On her way back, in another long-range arrangement, we met in London on June 11-13 at Cynthia Beresford's house (whom I had met in Lanzhou). Barbara flew home and I to Moscow, Novosibirsk, and Tbilisi.... How we ever coordinated all these events and people I don't remember. I returned on July 18.

Rebuilding the House
Sept 10-Dec 5, 1984

I had decided to let Glen Berg rebuild our house to my long planned and detailed specifications. We put all our furniture into Susanne's room (the former garage) and moved into the converted garage of Werner Lilling 6 blocks east, while Glen's men destroyed the inside of the house. The construction work took only 3 months. Every second day I would pass by to inspect the progress. Mostly they did an excellent job, the few glitches (a misplaced glass door and skylight, the wrong paint in the living room, the door to the front part of the house) I was able to catch right away, and Glen corrected them at no extra expense.


Dining area with Barbara's Maurer lamp


Living room, 2003


Breakfast area and kitchen

The results were a large open airy space with glass walls on two sides and a sky light over the breakfast table, light everywhere and and a view of both gardens. Beams and wooden ceilings in all rooms. We slept the first night on a futon in the empty dining room. and I felt so high that I feared some disaster would happen and everything would disappear....


We celebrated Christmas Eve 1984 with a beautiful tree and Anneliese, Peter and Cornelius

Diary 1985-88

1985 was to become one of our craziest and most wonderful years. Both children were out of the ever more beautiful house. The space! The light! We took to sleeping in alternating rooms. First in Susanne's room, then Barbara moved into the small bedroom on the corner in front, and I put my computer into the other small bedroom looking into the peaceful back-garden. We could spend entire days not hearing each other, but knowing the other was close. With the help of the gardener, I replanted the back garden. - Thinking of Genji's garden for Lady Murasaki I designed a 'Winter and Spring Garden' for Barbara: azaleas, geraniums, agapanthes around the olive tree, which tied it to Greece. Barbara later planted roses, but the back garden had too little sun for them in Winter and too much in Summer.

Cornelius was doing well in Berkeley. During the Winter of his second year he asked to be allowed to take a break from Berkeley and spend a year in India. As a condition I demanded that he first secure an official readmission for his third year, and that he make a detailed plan of what he wanted to do in India. Readmission assured, he persuaded Marc Hermans from Holland to join him. Together we eventually concluded that twelve months in India would be too long, and I found him a "post-doctoral" research-fellowship with Fritz Keilmann in Stuttgart for the Fall of 1985.
During the early summer of 1985 he roamed Italy alone. We agreed to meet in Athens and spend four weeks in the islands together with him, before he would fly to Stuttgart to work with Fritz. India would follow in February 1986.

The Glorious Summer of 1985

The Mani and Amorgos with Cornelius


Barbara in the Secret Garden of the Monks


Cornelius and his beautiful mother at the gate to the Moni, Amorgos, Aug 1985


Jutta pulling a splinter from his foot
Paros, Sept 11, 1985


The parents after they had left
Amorgos, Se 1985

I met Cornelius in Athens and we explored the Mani together for 10 days before we met Barbara at Athens airport. Together we made the 15-hour long night journey to Amorgos on the rusty old Kylades II. When we reached Katapola at six in the morning an old woman rang the bells of the harbor chapel, and the captain sang opera arias through his megaphone – a great welcome.

We discovered the Garden of the Monks, hiked all over the island until we visited the Moni - and Jutta appeared. It was instant “love” between the two.... A few days later Cornelius and Jutta eloped to Santorini leaving his parents behind. Over Barbara's objections I decided to follow them with the next boat, catching the fugitives at midnight in Paros on their return from Santorini. Next day was my birthday and Cornelius allowed Mumintal to invite them for dinner. The köfte Barbara ate had been old, and she lay sick in her bed for 2 days. I took the 'children' to the abandoned monastery above town where the photo was taken. Jutta eventually became Barbara's loving and faithful follower. A long story....

Rolf joins Cornelius in Kathmandu
June 1986

During the six Winter and Spring months Marcus and Cornelius traveled by bus and train through India: Rajestan, Mumbai and Southern and Eatern India. When India became too hot they fled to Nepal: Kathmandu, the Annapurna Sanctuary, and the Kali Gandaki Valley. I couldn't sit still and flew via Bangkok to Kathmandu where I was met by the exhausted and run-down pair at the airport.


Marc departs from Kathmandu



Hemis Festival, Ladakh, June 1986


Cornelius, Leh, July 1986

Marcus had to leave early, and Cornelius took me to all their discoveries in Kathmandu Valley. I put Cornelius and me on a flight via two very hot days in new Delhi to Srinagar, Kashmir, where we rented an idyllically rundown house boat while we waited for the Himalayan passes to open. The first bus brought us over two 4000-m passes in two days to Leh, Ladakh. We were just in time for the Cham Dances at Hemis, an unforgettable two-day affair. We hiked to many monasteries, got both sick with dysentery, were eaten by bedbugs and fleas, but hiked and saw much. Mid July we flew on a white-knuckle flight back to Delhi and separately via Hong Kong home.

Jenny Born in Denver
20 July, 1987


Jenny a few days old

Jenny Lynn Wood, our first grandchild as born in July and Mumintal immediately went to Denver - by Greyhound Bus! Cheaper than a flight, it could be booked on short notice and with an open return.

China with Barbara
October-November 1987

I had kept in touch with the laser people in the Chinese Academy of Sciences, which got me an invitation to present a paper at their 1987 Laser Conference in Xiamen. By now I knew how to travel in China. We spent a few days with my sister in Hong Kong and made all transportation arrangements from there. We took the train to Guangzhou and stayed at the charming luxurious White Swan hotel, where I had stayed in 1983.


Guangzhou chestnuts, 1987


The Pagodas of Dali, Yunnan


Above Dali, Yunnan, 1987

From Guangzhou we flew to Kunming and went by bus on the Burma Road all across Yunnan to Dali. As you see, we rented bicycles and explored the neighborhood and Lake Erhai Hu. Despite the primitive Guesthouse No 2 we spent a week in colorful Dali. From Kunming we flew to Xian, visited the Clay Soldiers and the Moslem quarter before going by train to Maiji Shan ending at good old chaotic Lanzhou. I successfully negotiated a CITS taxi to Labrang the Tibetan Monastery of Tsongkhapa and Alexandra David-Neel's fame.


Early October morning in Labrang, 1987


Suchou with Julia Schwartz 1987


Ch'an monastery, Putuo Shan Dao, 1987

A twenty-four-hour train ride (first-class sleeper) brought us to Nanjing, where we found Cornelus' spurned girlfriend at the university and spent three days with her. Julia Schwartz had met Cornelius at his Berkeley Chinese class, she studied political sciences. She decided that she would marry him and take him along to China. She kept him enthralled for a year before he woke up and deserted her just before she left for Nanjing.... Julia was in desperate condition and Barbara decided to rescue her. We took her along to Suchou, and she later confessed that these 4 days had been the most beautiful and comforting in her life.... We kept up a correspondence with unhappy Julia for several years – while Cornelius in no time found a new girl to share his futon with. He had no difficulties attracting girls and, in fact, collected three marriage proposals during the next three years....

We ended our China tour with a most beautiful three days on secluded Putuo Shan Island, the Buddhist sanctuary in the Jiangtse River Archipelago east of Shanghai. The laser conference was in Xiamen, from where we flew back to Hong Kong and home.

Cornelius' Graduates from Berkeley
June 1988


Anne and Cornelius at Graduation in Berkeley


The cocky man with his proud 'Chinese' parents

After finishing Berkeley with a junior thesis on the Detection of Sichel-Cell Anemia he got himself a scholarship to pursue a PhD thesis with Bill McGinnis in the Yale University Molecular Biology Program. He was itching to get away from university and spent July and August 1988 with Marcus traveling along the Silk Road from Pakistan to Kashgar, Lhasa, Chengdu, and Hong Kong. Too far for me to follow him.

Diary 1989-90

Our Buddhist Winter
Rolf and Barbara in Ladakh, Srinagar, India, Nepal, and Thailand

January 26 to March 18, 1989

This winter trip would become the most memorable and meaningful journey of our life. Ladakh in Winter? I received encouragement and advice from two old Himalaya hands, John Sanday and Corneille Jest. The trip was meticulously planned. Jest recommended Sonam Jacob's "Indus Guest House," one of only three guest houses open in Leh during February 1989.
Of the many beautiful photos - very few of Barbara - I will show only one for each place. You can see more by using the links.

Ladakh
Leh, Stok, Matho, Lamayuru, and Alchi
My wish to see the Oracle Cham Dances in Ladakh determined the entire journey. They follow the lunar calendar and would take place in the Buddhist Holy Month in February 1989. Very few Westerners have seen them; for once Wikipedia has no information. There were only a handful of foreigners in Leh, none of whom knew of or were interested in them. We followed the pilgrims from Gompa to Gompa staying at a small guesthouse in Leh owned by a Herrenhuter Christian. - “During Holy Month, the Buddhists are on pilgrimage, drink chang, sleep, or make babies,” as the Moslem taxi driver, who took us to Lamayuru and Alchi, described it.
We saw the Stok Guru Setchu. The Matho Namrang could not start, because the Abbot, residing in India, did not arrive in time....
At the end of our 2-week-stay we went to Lamayuru and Alchi, which was idyllic at this time of the year.


The Oracles running in Trance on the roofs of Stok Gompa


Courtyard of Alchi Gompa

Kashmir
Srinagar in Winter
We flew from Leh back to Srinagar, which was transformed by the snow into a most poetic landscape.


Srinagar, boats on Dal Lake in the snow


Evening view from our cold hotel room

Nepal
Sivaratri and Patan
I had timed our stay in Kathmandu to coincide with the celebration of Sivaratri in Pashupatinath a ritual spectacle you have to see elsewhere in my web pages (link above). The early morning in the Buddhist temples of Patan a was gift of Indian Airlines, which could not get their flight together and quartered us in a plush hotel in Patan for the night.


Pashupatinath, Siva Ratri, Indian Saddhus


Early Morning in Kwa Bahal Temple, Patan

India
Varanasi and Kajuraho
We flew from Kathmandu to Varanasi and then to Kajuraho. Both places are essentially Hindu but the temples
of Kajuraho are the earliest Tantric monuments (900 AD) from which the esoteric Mahayana has inherited much. The sculptures of Kajuraho exhibit a power sine qua non in India or elsewhere in Asia.


Laundry wallahs on the Ganges


The Tantric Temples of Kajuraho

Thailand
Ayutthaya and Sukothai
Ayutthaya, just north of Bangkok, is the previous capital of Thailand. Irmgard Hammer had urged us to go to Sukothai a Buddhist temple city 400 km north of Bangkok. We flew and rented bicyles to explore the many temple ruins, all still in daily use. An enchanted place and the first really warm day in 6 weeks.


Barbara in Ayutthaya


Ayutthaya


Buddha in Sukothai

Cornelius and Rolf in Moscow, Tbilisi, Tashkent, and Samarkand
May 4 to 26, 1989

An invitation for Cornelius (nepotism is still practiced in Russia) and me to deliver lectures in Tashkent turned into a historical visit: Gorbachev had become premier - and the Soviet Union was collapsing, a new Duma was being elected. In Tbilisi 20 young women, who had protested for Georgian independence, were hacked to pieces by the troopers of te Soviet Ministry of the Interior.... There was high tension in the air that kept us awake at night and followed us on our flights. Basov was demoted and effectively under house arrest, and Prof. Prokhorov had signed the invitation. He sent Viktor Apollonov and his wife Zoya along to Central Asia as chaperons.
But first Ivan Shcherbakov and his enigmatic sphinx of a wife accompanied us to Tbilisi. Merab picked us up and took us straight to Sioni Cathedral to pay homage to the Virginal Victims. The two Russians kept a stony silence. A heated debate lasted until midnight. The Georgians prophesied the end of Gorbachev and the USSR – which took 2 years....
In Tashkent the women defended the Communist Party as their 'liberators', the men wore Moslem skull caps and only smiled sheepishly. On the flight back at Moscow airport police searched the plane for “terrorists” whom they boxed into a Red-Cross ambulance....




Tbilisi, 20 murdered girls at Sioni Cathedral


Samarkand, Cornelius




Shakhr-i-Syabz, Timur's Ak-Serai
Zoya, Viktor, Alex Popov, Bakhramov, Cornelius

It was an exciting visit – my last to Russia and Central Asia. - On November 10 the Berlin Wall came down. Georgia, the Baltic, and Central Asia separated from Russia. For New Year 1990 Cornelius flew to Berlin to celebrate the opening of the Brandenburger Tor.

Berlin, Istanbul, Antalya, Cappadocia,and Eastern Anatolia
April-May, 1990

Now that he gates of the DDR were open I decided that we had to visit our friends in Berlin. Barbara and I spent a few days with Volker and Noemi Kempe, before flying to Istanbul for a month of exploring Anatolia by public bus.

Noemi was a Russian physicist, whom I had met in Novosibirsk, Volker the director of the East German Academy Institute of Cybernetics. Despite that he still drove the Institute’s Citroen we found them depressed. Volker had been dismissed from his position and was contemplating suicide. Later that year he was offered an industrial director position in Graz, and they moved there. Noemi gave up physics and founded an institute for alternative healing and has since been very successful. There were long defensive discussions between us.

Turkey


Ürgüp, two Turkish women


Mumintal with the children of Zelge/Zerk (Taurus),
the boy spoke German, they each got a 'Bonbon'


Konya, Mevlana Tekke

In Istanbul it was cold and raining, and we spent much time in Sinan's wonderful mosques. We flew to Antalya, rented a car and explored the Greek cities along the South Coast: Phaselis, Arykanda, Syllion. In Zelge, high in the Taurus Mountains, the German-speaking children trailed Barbara – their teacher had been born in Germany. - The overland buses turned out to be safe and very comfortable: Konya with Rumi Mevlana's tekke and grave.


Ilhara, reading St. Paul’s travels


Barbara on the way into Ilhara Valley


Göreme. Çavusin

A week in Cappadocia with a rental car. In Ilhara Valley (Peristrema) we were surprised by a snowstorm on May 1 and had to warm ourselves in the very simple village (thermal springs) hamam, spied on by the local urchins from above through the central air hole. -




Diyabakir, Kurdish children


Diyabakir, wall of the hamam




Mardin, Deir-el-Saffaran Monastery

On to Diyabakir, the Capital of Kurdistan and the Monophysits of Mardin at the Syrian border.




Lake Van and Mt. Süphane


The Church at Akhtamar




Dogubeyazit, Ishak Pasha's Sufi Tekke, 1990

A long day's bus ride brought us to Lake Van. During the days at Lake Van and on its Armenian Island of Akhtamar Spring finally caught up with us. In the smugglers town of Dogubeyazit we took a look at Mt. Ararat, had a hamam adventure, and visited Ishak Pasha Serai.

From Dogubeyazit we went north to Kars, the ruined Armenian city of Ani, and through once Georgian Tao-Klaredji to the last Byzantine capital, Trabzon. We flew to Istanbul and stayed for another few days before flying home.
Cornelius just returned (August 2013) from an expedition to Mt. Ararat. To see his many photos write him a note for the link: cornelius.gross(at)embl.it.

Diary 1991-1992

Rolf and Barbara in Amorgos....
August 1991
This was the year of my 60th birthday. After our travels in South-East Asia, Ladakh, and Anatolia the longing for the clean, blue Aegean and Greece had become overwhelming. I had never taken Barbara to the Peleponnes and the places Gerhad and I had been to.


Aghios Georgios Valsamides,
Amorgos, 1991




Morning writing poetry at Vitsentzos' restaurant
Amorgos 1991


The Meltemi at the Lookout,
Amorgos 1991

After a few days trying to conquer Folegandros – it was dry and very hot – we fled to cool, windy Amorgos. One of our happiest visits there. On the boat to Amorgos I lost Barbara for a while only to discover her hiding with a notepad writing poetry.... Her poems are in German and English. Five from that summer have survived on my Box website, they are quite complex. Others, written later she has kept to herself.

... and the Peleponnissos
September 1991




Barbara under the spell of Mykene 1991


Periplevtos, Mystras 1991


Heraion Akragas near Perchora

Almost forty years had passed since Gerhard and I had hiked through the Peleponnes. I felt old enough to show those places to Barbara. Could the high of 1953 be reproduced? Would I destroy these memories by covering them with new experiences? These questions lingered in my mind, when we arrived in Athens. But the magic of Greece proved even greater than before. For a meditation on this journey, see On the Way to Arkadia.
We rented a small Honda in Athens and drove to Daphni, the Heraions of Akragas and the Argolid – two of the oldest sanctuaries – Mykene and Tyrins, Mystras, the last Byzantine stronghold, and on Barbara's wish spent two days in Bassai.... Barbara did all the driving. A long excursion to Dodona in Epiros eventually brought us to Delphi, the nearby Byzantine Monastery of Osios Lukas, and back to Athens

I flew back to an increasingly hostile work environment at Aerospace. The Cold War was over and so was the liberal financial support of my research in nonlinear optics. Barbara stayed another 2 weeks with Marga in Tübingen and returned on October 14, 1991.

Diary 1993-1994

Mumin in Germany with Susanne+her children
February 1993


Jenny in Mumin-made hat, Essen'93



Mumin with Kelly in Denver, August 1983


Return flight from Germany, 1983

The occasion was Barbara's brother Klaus's 70th birthday in Hamburg - the design one of Susanne's grand plans: a whirlwind tour of all her friends in Germany - in February: her cousins in Hamburg, Gisela in Essen, Margit and Uli, Andechs and München, Tübingen and Marga. All with the fast German trains and two little girls. She needed Mumintal for this adventure. Barbara flew to Denver and off they went.
The return flight became a nightmare. Too much excitement, Susanne had wrenched her back and was delivered in Denver in a wheelchair, and little Kelly was sick all over her grandmother. Barbara, when I picked her up in LA four-hours later, stank to holy heaven.

My End at Aerospace
10 Sept 1993

In 1991-93 the situation at Aerospace had become intolerable. Gorbachev had done us in. The defense budget shrank and the company tried hard to shake off people. Research was expensive and increasingly considered an unnecessary extravagance. And I had a well-paid position. Finally the vice-president of research - himself in a shaky position - ordered a complete reorganisation of the "Labs Division". The result was that I was given a young smart hero (and competitor of many years) for a boss, who was instructed to growl me out of the division. To cap it all off, the poor guy stuttered compulsively whenever he laid eyes on me. Our relationship soon became very ugly, but for a long time he could not displace me, I had my own support. These were 3 very trying years in which I slept badly and my blood pressure became very high.
The end of the story came when upper management took away my support, and the stutterer was encouraged to call Air Force and outside supporters and tell them I was a fraud. My last papers were not accepted by the journals, because he had called all possible reviewers. I was subjected to a painful internal "scientific" examination, during which they rifled my computers and research data for 'incriminating' evidence. After that I became convinced that I had to retire, which, because I was close to 62, was quite feasible without any loss in retirement benefits. However, before my 62nd birthday, the stutterer was demoted, because he could not deal with me!
And then happened the day, which I will not forget. One morning the company offered a "Golden Parachute" of an extra day's pay for every year of service - if I left. Within a week I had my retirement papers, had destroyed all my computer data, and unceremoniously walked out. Barbara was on tour that week.
I have not touched physics since, nor put my foot back into Aerospace. A pity, really, my professional life at Aerospace had been glorious and greatly satisfying. I had never worked on a subject that was not of my invention and had enjoyed an unprecedented degree of personal freedom.

We flew to France

Rolf and Barbara in France
September-October 1993

We flew to France two days after Barbara had returned from the tour she had been on, 9 September 1993, a day before my birthday for a 5-week drive from Bad Godesberg through the Burgundy to the Mediterranean Coast and back through Switzerland to Tübingen and Munich.